A wise man once said it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live. But what if your dreams are when you are the happiest? When misery and pain are your only companions when you are conscious, and in the dream is when you are truly alive.... Our dreams are, but our sub concious reflecting our deepest desires and the desperate cravings in your heart. And what if it is only in your dreams can you have that. realty takes away what your heart craves. Its is your dream that gives it to you. It lets you hope, that one day even that will come true. I live in my dreams.... I live everyday a life time, in them... i live in them where my deepest darkest and most desperate of desires come alive. I am with the person i love, with all my fantasy's taking shape. I feel complete in them. It leaves a shallow feeling when i wake up but nonetheless, i feel one day these dreams will not be only dreams but will one day come true. I will be alive in the world, in realty, and i will be happy once more. I believe that one day what i once lost will come find me and i will be complete again. Till then my dreams shall be my elixir of life, keeping my will and hopes alive.
